karen why did you divorce me do you just not love me anymore why are you taking the kids please just take into consideration the kids feelings you dont understand how painful this is to you and me and the kids its putting the entire family in distress and we dont need anymore of that why are you doing this why the fuck are you doing this please just let me see my kids karen you dont understand how painful this is for me i just want to see my kids im so sorry for everything i did why are you doing this to me karen i thought you loved me i thought you loved the kids why are you doing this i seriously cant fucking take it anymore i've hit rock bottom